Friday, November 14, 2008

I dont know how to feel about this......

After 4 football seasons of us being married together......Luke is about to play his last College football game tomorrow. I cant decide whether I am happy or sad. It hasn't been easy on either us....but it sure has been fun!! I love to watch him play. He is a wonderful Quarterback and is so unbelievably talented. I am so proud of him. I am proud of the way he handles himself, I am proud of his leadership qualities, and I am proud to be named.....the wife of the Quarterback. =)

My feelings cant decide whether to be happy that I wont have to worry about: Him getting hurt, how the coaches are going to treat him, if he is going to play to the best of his ability (by his standards....he always looks good to me!), anxiety, my hit list, and most of all the good 2 weeks of him being in the dorms during football camp....and coming home as a Zombie for a husband.

My feelings that are depressingly sad are: Because I know he loves to play, I will miss watching him do what he loves to do, the nail biting Saturdays, my nights out with the FB Wives Club, Luke's parents and Mine traveling here to see him play, but most of all I think this marks a new phase in our life together....you have to understand we got married on August 5th(Fri) and on August 8th (Mon.) he was at football camp. Ever since then it has been a HUGE part of our marriage. From 2005 to the end of 2008.

Thus, it is a bitter-sweet ending. I will miss him playing at SVU and I know he will too.

7 comments:

  1. You are such a good wife to care that he isn't going to be playing as much. I would be so excited to get to see him more, which I know you are too. Okay, so call me so we can talk about next weekend! Good luck tomorrow, Luke.

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  2. Wow...that is a sad thing...I am sure you are torn.

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  3. Time to make some babies! :)

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  4. Amen Welkers!! :) My kids need some cousins. hehe...

    Glad that Luke had such a great time and will not look back and think "I should have kept playing". Now it's time to move back to AZ and have some kids. :) At least that's OUR plan for you both.

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  5. I think Im hearing HONEYMOON phase 2 or phase 1 since you didnt really have one. Hopefully you come home knocked up. ha ha. cant wait to see you guys.

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  6. Hope you had a great time at the finale game! That would be bitter sweet for sure! So are you moving back to Arizona after this semester? What are your plans?

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  7. Can I just say how cute you two are? I wouldn't know whether to feel happy or sad either because I hate change! At least you got to show what a supportive little wifey you can be!

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